He opens me up.
Inserts his pistol in my mouth.
Penetrating the hole.
My heart hangs in his shadows.
The darkness becomes my lover
I take it; here comes the rain.
I take it; here comes the pain.
The bullet; the contradiction of me living and my demise.
My soul swims in this blue haze
I am lifeless in his grip.
Just a vice to bring pleasure to his dick.
I am nothing. I lay for nothing. I belong in the darkness with nothing.
And the darkness sees…
…I am only worth nothing.
And I cum like a good girl.
My eyes hold on to a flicker of light.
It breaks down my walls.
I allow the light to take me.
Pushing through my skin.
The fear. The wanting of the light. It slowly melts the bullets, he hid under my flesh.
And I now find I have a bigger weapon.
A more powerful gun, that resides within.
And the nothing is where I was placed.
Not who I am.
And now I see…
…my only protection from him..
Written by S.K. Jackson